resolutions

Ok I know yesterday I talked about new years resolutions but I just have to talk about it again I can’t help myself. Who came up with this whole resolution things anyway, I hate change I think I’m great and is there a rule if you can only have one because I have a whole list of crap I need to work on, but I guess when the time comes for my failure there’s always lent. Who actually had a success story of actually sticking to whatever their goal was anyway, you know all those fat people out there always say they want to lose weight and we all know they didn’t make it, and all those people in dept which is what the whole country so you know they all failed so who really succeeds? We’re not creatures of change we are creatures of habit which my habit is eating and spending money thank you very much. Also it is a known fact a person can’t change until they are ready so how can a date make you ready. But here is my list anyway even though I know the odds are against me and this is not a list of resolutions because I don’t plan on resolving anything I just plan to work on it and hope for it to stick

• Read and study the Sunday lessons, before Sunday during sacrament
• Read scriptures daily
• Write in my journal daily
• Budget and stick to it, and really stick to it
• Have my credit card paid off in 4 months
• Spend more one on one time with Nathan
• Stop eating fast food and homemade ice-cream accept for tonight of course
• And my favorite is to not speak bad of someone if they are not in the room to defend themselves (mother in laws don’t count)

Speaking of talking (ha ha do you get the funny there) I do like to talk but not to just anyone and I hate reading out loud I just discovered, I think it’s a confidence thing. I can read at home with family or friends but in a group I hate hate hate reading out loud, I learned that on Sunday by the way, I look at Nathan and I envy him, he has amazing confidence, I really am jealous. Confidence isn’t just is this circumstance it goes into everything, I think if I had more confidence in myself I would be a better volleyball player actually I know I would, I’m afraid to dive and jump I definitely would play trivial pursuit that’s for sure, trivial pursuit what insane person out there really likes that game, I don’t think its at all fun to know exactly how stupid I actually am, you know I could just talk forever just on stupid people, you know what I think I will tomorrow….

great few days

yesterday was amazingly beautiful, the sun was really shining, i couldnt stand being in doors at church, i wanted to get outside. we all went to the track and the kids got to ride their bikes while i walked, and then we played games and ate homemade ice cream, yes it was definitely a great day. and today was great also, i had a few bumps in my road but surprisingly they didnt bother me, i am really in a great mood. my day started with sleeping in because my alarm was set for pm instead of am, then i headed up to my in laws and cleaned then had a wonderful lunch with a handsome stranger, we'll call him Fabio Byron. Then i came home cleaned put a cake in the oven for tomorrows baby shower and did 4 miles on the tread mill then went and got the kiddos from school. we ate dinner a little late and we had a surprise yummy cake with our meal because the cake i made which was a cute duck totally flopped his head rolled off and then his belly had a huge hole in it, definitely beyond repair so i will do another one tomorrow that was one bump then i headed off to volleyball which we were suppose to play 2 games 1 at 7 and then 1 at 8:30 but when i got there i found out around 7:30 that we werent playing the 1st game which didnt leave me time enough to go to the grocery store which i had planned to do after so i had to sit at the school for 1 hour waiting until the 8:30 game started, which didnt start until 9(second bump) but i went to the grocery store and totally budgeted so great, i know i am amazing you can stop saying it! my cart was totally full and there were things on the bottom also and my total came to $100 even, and that is my budget for the week, isnt that great? i feel good i got paid, i sent off tithing and i paid my bills, things are working out better financially i think. this writing in a blog thing is hard it is 11 at night and just now i am finding time, i am a little bored at kens dads but up there i dont have good internet and then i come home and i hang with William and clean and then get ready for the other monsters to come home and then there is dinner so i will try to write as often as i can, you know whats funny i didnt really have any thoughts about new years resolutions at the time but the last few days they have really become thoughts of mine like this year i want to keep better journals and maybe this can be it, and i also am really bad at reading my scriptures daily, and i really need to start eating better again, but for some reason i dont want to do that yet do i wont. well ken is rolling around breathing funny like i an bugging him even though this is exactly what he did to me last night but did i breath funny? no i did not but because i love my man i will say ta ta for now!

better day

Why did the hen go halfway across the road and stop?
She wanted to lay it on the line

Yesterday was kind of a sloth type of day, it really had nothing to do with my surroundings, it was purely me. I slept in and didn’t go exercise, then I weighed myself which wasn’t good so anyway today is going to be way better I know it. I am on my way to go get a pedicure and have lunch with my mom then spend the afternoon with the fam then hopefully get together with my best bud Shaniqua later. So even though it’s rainy and gloomy now today I am going to be positive and laugh!!!

hello

Why do ducks have flat feet? to stamp out forest fires.
Why do elephants have flat feet? to stamp out burning ducks.
There is my joke of the day; i love to laugh, don’t you?

Let’s see I actually have no idea what to talk about, and anyone who knows me would think that to be totally impossible because well let’s just say that I am know for my amazing communication abilities. I have a friends who Is very entertaining when she writes, I think she should actually write something and sell it, she could be a writer, she is so funny I love to be around her and I am actually a lot so I guess it’s a good thing that I like her, I can give her a hard time and she gives it right back to me which is fun, do you want to know her name? It is Ellehcim! Do you want to know a fun fact about me, my hair has been black, purple, pink and blue and I love brownies, man I wish I had a brownie right now, doesn’t that sound yummy? But then again I didn’t exercise today and I feel sort of guilty but not really, I am kind of PMSing today so I don’t really care. I also have a secret addiction problem, food, I have to admit I love food and I want it all the time even when I don’t need it, and I love to have good food. Like smoked provolone. Well I have procrastinated long enough on getting ready for the day, did you know procrastination is a crime it only leads to sorrow, I can stop at anytime, I think I will tomorrow